
Through the Layers
A collection of deeply introspective works exploring themes of transformation, resilience and self-discovery
A solo exhibition by Amanda Roy
Amos Bull House at CT Landmarks (part of the Butler McCook House property)
59 S. Prospect Street, Hartford, CT
Show dates: May 3 - June 30, 2025
Artist Reception: Thursday, June 12, 2025 from 5:00pm - 7:00pm
Followed by live music in the Butler McCook House garden. (Bring a picnic dinner!)
Artist Statement
Through the Layers is a visual record of my personal transformation. The process it took to purposefully unravel and reweave myself. Each piece in this show was created during a season of profound change–as I moved through grief, reflection, and ultimately into a place of renewal and endless possibilities.
Using natural inks I made by hand, I worked to explore what it means to shed layers that no longer serve us and to welcome those that bring us closer to our most authentic selves. The act of creating these pieces became a process of healing. Working with the ink began to transmute the pain and grief in my body into something beautiful. Every piece was a conversation or meditation with a single song, grounding me, making me present.
This body of work doesn’t just speak to pain or loss–but the sacred work of returning to yourself. It’s about acceptance and discovery. It holds the energy of healing, the quiet revelations that come in moments of solitude, and the joy that can surprise you when you open your heart again. Through this work I realized that it is never too late to find yourself again–to reconnect with the person you once were, who you loved, and to allow them to grow.
A note to the audience: My creation is only the beginning. You bring your own experiences and perspectives, completing the process in your own way.
I invite you to experience the pieces with the music they were created to. Scan the QR code on the label of each piece for the full sonic experience.

"Roads" | Natural inks created from: Marigold (grief), Mugwort (letting go), Orange cosmos (forgiveness), Pokeberry (courage), Morning glory (mystery), Purple heart (thrive against odds) | Artist: Amanda Roy | 2024 | Meditation: "Roads" by Portishead | 8"x8" mixed media on paper| $250, wood panel.

"I Still Hunger" | Natural inks created from: Radicchio (yearning, bitterness, perseverance), Blackberry (protection, survival), Yellow onion skins (inner truth), Marigold (grief) | Artist: Amanda Roy | 2025 | Meditation: "Biscuit" by Portishead | 8"x8" mixed media on paper| $250, wood panel.

"Upper Reaches" | Natural inks created from: Blackberry (grief, protection), Morning glory (mystery), Pomegranate (death, transformation), Iron gall (permanance) | Artist: Amanda Roy | 2024 | Meditation: "Mysterons" by Portishead | 8"x8" mixed media on paper | $250, wood panel.

"Unchained" | Natural inks created from: Cherry (sensuality, renewal), Rose of Sharon (beauty, passion), Orange day lily (moving on), Beets (passion, vitality), Raspberry (tactile intimacy) | Artist: Amanda Roy | 2024 | Meditation: "Glory Box" by Portishead | 8"x8" mixed media on paper | $250, wood panel.

"On This Side" | Natural inks created from: Morning glory (mystery, uncertainty), Oak leaves (resilience, strength), iron gall (grief and loss, endurance), Radicchio (letting go, new beginnings), Pokeberry (courage) | Artist: Amanda Roy | 2024 | Meditation: "Strangers" by Portishead | 8"x8" mixed media on paper| $250, wood panel.

"Our Disguise" | Natural inks created from: Morning glory (mystery, fleeting beauty), Pomegranate (cycles, death, renewal), Oak leaves (endurance, strength), Iron gall (permanence) | Artist: Amanda Roy | 2025 | Meditation: "Sour TImes" by Portishead | 8"x8" mixed media on paper| $250, wood panel.

"Cathedral 1" | Natural inks created from: Ninebark (hope), Rose of Sharon (perseverance), Indiana Sand Cherries (resilience) | Artist: Amanda Roy | 2024 | Meditation: "Cathedral" by Vince Clarke | 8"x8" mixed media on paper| $250, framed.

"Cathedral 2" | Natural inks created from: Ninebark (hope), Rose of Sharon (perseverance), Indiana Sand Cherries (resilience) | Artist: Amanda Roy | 2024 | Meditation: "Cathedral" by Vince Clarke | 8"x8" mixed media on paper| $250, framed.

"Cathedral 3" | Natural inks created from: Ninebark (hope), Rose of Sharon (perseverance), Indiana Sand Cherries (resilience) | Artist: Amanda Roy | 2024 | Meditation: "Cathedral" by Vince Clarke | 8"x8" mixed media on paper| $250, framed.

"White Rabbit 1" | Natural inks created from: Ninebark (hope), Rose of Sharon (perseverance), Indiana Sand Cherries (resilience) | Artist: Amanda Roy | 2024 | Meditation: "White Rabbit" by Vince Clarke | 8"x8" mixed media on paper| $250, framed.

"White Rabbit 2" | Natural inks created from: Ninebark (hope), Rose of Sharon (perseverance), Indiana Sand Cherries (resilience) | Artist: Amanda Roy | 2024 | Meditation: "White Rabbit" by Vince Clarke | 8"x8" mixed media on paper| $250, framed.

"White Rabbit 3" | Natural inks created from: Ninebark (hope), Rose of Sharon (perseverance), Indiana Sand Cherries (resilience) | Artist: Amanda Roy | 2024 | Meditation: "White Rabbit" by Vince Clarke | 8"x8" mixed media on paper| $250, framed.

"Passage 1" | Natural inks created from: Orange Cosmos (forgiveness) Rose of Sharon (perseverance), Indiana Sand Cherries (resilience) | Artist: Amanda Roy | 2024 | Meditation: "Passage" by Vince Clarke | 8"x8" mixed media on paper| $250, framed.

"Passage 2" | Natural inks created from: Orange Cosmos (forgiveness) Rose of Sharon (perseverance), Indiana Sand Cherries (resilience) | Artist: Amanda Roy | 2024 | Meditation: "Passage" by Vince Clarke | 8"x8" mixed media on paper| $250, framed.

"Passage 3" | Natural inks created from: Orange Cosmos (forgiveness) Rose of Sharon (perseverance), Indiana Sand Cherries (resilience) | Artist: Amanda Roy | 2024 | Meditation: "Passage" by Vince Clarke | 8"x8" mixed media on paper| $250, framed.

"Mitosis 1" | Natural inks created from: Avocado Pit (transformational change), Rose of Sharon (perseverance), Indiana Sand Cherries (resilience) | Artist: Amanda Roy | 2024 | Meditation: "Mitosis" by Vince Clarke | 8"x8" mixed media on paper| $250, framed.

"Mitosis 2" | Natural inks created from: Avocado Pit (transformational change), Rose of Sharon (perseverance), Indiana Sand Cherries (resilience) | Artist: Amanda Roy | 2024 | Meditation: "Mitosis" by Vince Clarke | 8"x8" mixed media on paper| $250, framed.

"Mitosis 3" | Natural inks created from: Avocado Pit (transformational change), Rose of Sharon (perseverance), Indiana Sand Cherries (resilience) | Artist: Amanda Roy | 2024 | Meditation: "Mitosis" by Vince Clarke | 8"x8" mixed media on paper| $250, framed.

"Imminent 1" | Natural inks created from: Indiana Sand Cherries (resilience), Marigold (courage, creativity, inner richness, grief), Morning Glory (mystery, gratitude, hopefulness) | Artist: Amanda Roy | 2024 | Meditation: "Imminent" by Vince Clarke | 8"x8" mixed media on paper| $250, framed.

"Imminent 2" | Natural inks created from: Indiana Sand Cherries (resilience), Marigold (courage, creativity, inner richness, grief), Morning Glory (mystery, gratitude, hopefulness) | Artist: Amanda Roy | 2024 | Meditation: "Imminent" by Vince Clarke | 8"x8" mixed media on paper| $250, framed.

"Imminent 3" | Natural inks created from: Indiana Sand Cherries (resilience), Marigold (courage, creativity, inner richness, grief), Morning Glory (mystery, gratitude, hopefulness) | Artist: Amanda Roy | 2024 | Meditation: "Imminent" by Vince Clarke | 8"x8" mixed media on paper| $250, framed.

"Good Enough" | Natural inks created from: Ninebark (hope, spiritual renewal), Radicchio (longing), Blackberry (protection), Cherry (fragility of life) | Artist: Amanda Roy | 2025 | Meditation: "Optimistic" by Radiohead | 12"x12" mixed media on paper| $425, framed.

"Wings" | Natural inks created from: Orange cosmos (fleeting joy), Blackberry (protection, survival), Yellow onion skins (clarity, layers) | Artist: Amanda Roy | 2025 | Meditation: "Let Down" by Radiohead | 12"x12" mixed media on paper| $425, framed.

"I'm Not Here" | Natural inks created from: Red cabbage (transformation), Pokeberry (grief, impermanence), Mulberry (wisdom, intuition) | Artist: Amanda Roy | 2025 | Meditation: "How to Disappear Completely" by Radiohead | 9"x12" mixed media on paper| $425, framed.

"Slipping Away" | Natural inks created from: Red cabbage (passion), Strawberry (love, sensuality), Purple heart (growth) | Artist: Amanda Roy | 2025 | Meditation: "Slipping Away" by LEISURE | 8"x40.5" mixed media on paper| $250

"Thrill of Affection" | Natural inks created from: Red cabbage (transformation, emotional depth), Pomegranate (cycles, renewal), blackberry (protection), ninebark (love, hope), raspberry (attraction, vulnerability), butternut squash (magic, care) | Artist: Amanda Roy | 2024 | Meditation: "Say Something Loving" by the xx | 24"x36" mixed media on canvas | $500.

"Blame It On Me 1" | Natural inks created from: Ninebark (love), Orange day lily (moving on, courage), iron Gall (strength, resilience, truth) | Artist: Amanda Roy | 2024 | Meditation: "What Now" by Brittany Howard | 24"x18" mixed media on canvas | $500.

"Blame It On Me 2" | Natural inks created from: Ninebark (love), Orange day lily (moving on, courage), iron Gall (strength, resilience, truth) | Artist: Amanda Roy | 2024 | Meditation: "What Now" by Brittany Howard | 24"x18" mixed media on canvas | $500.